Useless

Have you ever had one of those days?  You know the ones.  The ones that you have a mini breakdown for no particular reason at all.  Just a little breakdown because of a lot of little insignificant things.  Yep?  Ok, so you know the kind of day I've had. 

I've started to realize that in the grand scheme of things, at work, I'm fairly useless.  I proofread stuff. That's it.  A highly trained orangutan could do my job.  Ordinarily this realization would zap me down in the dumps.  But not today.  Well, for a few moments it did obviously, since I started with telling you about my mini breakdown.  But it also made me realize that I'm doing the right thing, in trying to find something new.  I could do a whole lot more.  I want to make a difference with what I do, and that's not happening here. 

So while I may feel completely and utterly useless today, I've decided to do something useful to feel better!  I'm acting for a change and that feels pretty good!